it almost consumes me....

sadness. hurt. betrayal. anger. overwhelming. dishonesty. disloyalty.
All these words have been racing through my mind today. And I've been thinking way to much. Not like, 'did I eat today?', like, meaning of stuff, thinking bout life, death, truth, and a lot about lies.
And sometimes this thinking hurts me. I've been thinking bout some painful stuff from last year. Places I'd rather not visit again.
I also oddly enough feel v creative and moody now, and i will most likely write a song or at least part of one when i get offline. or a really good poem. but just a guess. I generally write best when i question the world around me, and when i ask myself who i truely am.
But i guess thats the way it has to be.
well, i g2g, so ttyl
~mAnDi J